Post by carrymetxtheend on Jul 6, 2007 20:23:55 GMT -5
Chapter one
“Life isn’t worth this pain”, thought Jenna as she drifted into an unsettled sleep. It was the end of another long day, Jenna was a Junior in high school who was mocked by her peers daily for being different she wasn’t pale, “Goth”, or “emo” she was just different. She was so tired of being treated like she shouldn’t be an individual. She could hear her mom now, “Why can’t you be more like your sister??” She couldn’t stand when her mom asked her stupid questions like that.
Jenna woke up to the sound of blasting music, her alarm. Well if you wanted honesty that’s all you had to say, I never want to let you down or have you go, its better off this way, from all the- slam. Jenna smacked the snooze button. Five minutes later. I’m not oh-Kay, you wear me out *picture amazing guitar solo here* “fuck, do I really have to get up?” she then rolled out of bed put on some eyeliner and met up with her two best friends, Mikey, who was in a band called My Chemical Romance with his brother Gerard (who she had a huge crush on) and Karen her beautiful friend who had long black hair (she had a crush on frank who was also in My Chemical Romance.) they all went to Bellville high in New jersey. Frank and Karen were a year younger than Jenna and Mikey was a year old. Karen had been her best friend since the forth grade. Gerard graduated to years before them all and was attending art school.
After the final bell Mikey suggested that they go hang out at his house since it was a Friday she thought, “why not.” They arrived at Mikey’s house a short time later and no sooner they were sitting around in their living room with Gerard. She was terribly shy around Gerard and he took notice, only this time he said something. “Hey, Jenna, how come Mikey tells me about how funny you are but when I come around you barely speak?” Jenna coked on her words, and Karen noticed. “It’s because she loves you!” Karen gushed. “FUCK! You have a big mouth Karen!” cried Jenna. Then Jenna heard Mikey utter, “Gerard loves you too!” “What the fuck, Mikey???” as the two sat there blushing the door bell ran. It was Frank.
Karen insisted that Mikey finally let Frank know her true feelings for her. “Karen loves you, Frank.” “Wow, really? That’s cool but. I just got out of a relationship and I’ll be ready for a new one in a week or so.” Karen gave him a flirtatious I’ll-be-waiting look, which he gladly returned with an, I’m-glad look. Gerard and Jenna were still sitting there blushing in silence until Gerard said, “Jenna, now that I know that we feel the same way about each, other do you want to be my girlfriend?” “Yeah, I’d love to.” Gerard smiled and gave her a huge hug. Mikey, who had just walked in the room said, “FINALLY, now I don’t have to worry about spilling the beans, I’ve been holding all those secrets inside for like, forever.” “Gerard, how long have you liked me?” Jenna asked. “Well for like a year-ish, I guess.” “Really, it seems like I’ve liked you forever.” “ I hate to break up this little love fest, but your mom won’t be thrilled when she finds out that Gerard is in college.” “I already told my mom how I feel about him and she knows how old he is.” “She does?” Karen said trying to save herself from being embarrassed.
When Gerard and Jenna were doe talking to everyone they went upstairs a Gerard gave Jenna one soft kiss, soon after they poured their hearts out to each other they went down stairs. Everyone asked what they did up there but the just said whatever
They continued have conversations amongst themselves talking about the band the other members, Bob and Ray, and then Jenna’s phone rang, so give me all your poison and give me all your pills. “What mom... I know… Hey, mom I know but I’ll call you... alright… whatever…love you too…bye.” She hung up the phone and Gerard asked them, “Hey, do you guys wanna just sleep over?” “Defiantly”, Then Jenna called her mom and weaved an intricate lie, therefore allowing here to sleep over “Mikey’s” house. Frank was starting to like Karen a lot and was probably going to ask her out soon. Later on they all watched TV together but as time drifted on Karen and Frank drifted off into another room to do lord knows what, and pretty soon Mikey got tired and went to bed leaving Gerard and Jenna alone. Then Gerard pulled Jenna closer and the shared a long, passionate kiss. “I’ve been wanting to for that with you for the longest time.” Said Jenna as Gerard pulled away. “I’ve wanted to.”
After a few more minutes of the same thing Jenna said, “It is getting late where am I sleeping?” “You can sleep with me in my room if you want,” “Okay, I’d like that.” They got ready for bed and drifted off into a sweet slumber.
Gerard woke up in what felt like a second. He walked down stairs to find everyone sitting around the table talking. “Gerard, how was your night?” “Frank shouldn’t I be asking you that question?” Gerard said while looking at Frank and Karen. Jenna then walked down the stairs and Gerard gave her a cup of the coffee he had been making. Jenna thanked him and joined her friends at the table. Then Gerard grabbed himself a cup and grabbed a seat next to Jenna. They continued to have mixed conversation for next couple hours about music, their music, art, etc. Then Gerard told the group that there was going to be a party later that night at one of his friend’s houses. Jenna said maybe but everyone else wanted to go. But then Jenna thought about it. “Hey, if Gerard is there I won’t be so shy.” Then she changed her answer and said “Yeah, actually I will go” “I’m glad you changed your mind you won’t be sorry.” Gerard said as he gave her a huge smile.
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