Post by `emz0, bby. on Nov 11, 2007 14:51:48 GMT -5
I have the biggest crush on this boy—but there’s one problem. No, it isn’t that I think I’m too ugly or I’m not good enough for him (though I do think those are true). The problem is…he’s going out with my best friend.
Sure, I love Shanna to death, and I’m happy for her, but I’m just so jealous. He’s the one guy I think is perfect and she’s got him. You may think that’s the only reason I’m jealous, but it isn’t. She knew I liked him a lot, but she still asked him out. Shanna is pretty, so of course he said yes. Whenever I’m around, she’s all over him, as if to make sure I know I have no chances. When I mention it, she acts like she doesn’t know. I hate her for it, but she’s helped me through a lot, and I love her for that.
When my brother, who was very close to me, died when I was 13 [just four years ago], she consoled me. It was rough, but having her there made it better. I was suicidal for a bit, and she helped me through that too. I first saw the problem boy, and she knew I liked him right away. And then she pulled this shit.
What’s so special about him, you may ask? Everything. He has the most gorgeous hazel eyes, hair that covers part of his face, his lip and nose pierced, and a smile that is amazing. He’s funny and knows just what to say. The perfect boy’s name is Frank. Frank Iero.
The time has come for you to sit this out! underOATH blared from the speakers in my iHome, signaling for me to wake up. I slowly rose, standing up and grabbing clothes to wear. I walked into the bathroom I unfortunately share with my fraternal twin, and took a quick shower. But it wasn’t quick enough. “Hurry up Ashlynn, you aren’t the only one who needs to get ready!” “Oh shut up! I’ve only been in here 10 minutes!” I ignored what she said next so I could finish up before she yelled again. I got out of the shower and got dressed, then applied my eye make-up. I finally got around to my hair, which takes longest. I finished then opened the bathroom door. Gia was standing there, her hands on her hips and glaring at me with her blue eyes. “What?” I said, giving her a dirty look. I slipped on my gray converse low tops and logged onto the computer. I still had 30 minutes until I had to get the bus. I signed onto AIM, and, fortunately but unfortunately, Frank was on.
Frankaliciousxx: hey
AshlynnxApparition: hey, what’s up?
Frankaliciousxx: nm, you?
AshlynnxApparition: nothing, my sister just yelled at me for ‘hogging’ the bathroom.
Frankaliciousxx: Ah, that sucks. I don’t like your sister much.
AshlynnxApparition: me either.
Frank knows who my sister is. He’s now in the group of us who are best friends. He’s been to my house and been treated badly by my sister. Unfortunately, Gia figured out I like him, so I can’t do anything to her or else she’ll tell.
Frankaliciousxx: have you talked to Shanna since yesterday? She was being kinda bitchy. And she was hanging around all those kids we hate.
AshlynnxApparition: Surprisingly, I haven’t talked to her.
Did he just say she was being bitchy? Frank has never said that about her, even when they were in a fight. Could their relationship be ending soon? I really hope so.
Frankaliciousxx: yeah, she really got me mad. She treated me like I was nothing. Not to sound full of myself, but I hate when people look down upon me like that.
AshlynnxApparition: You don’t sound full of yourself, I feel the same way.
Frankaliciousxx: good. Well, I gotta leave for school. Since I haven’t talked to Shanna, want me to pick you up?
Did he really just ask that? Oh my God. If I say yes, Shanna will hate me. But she hasn’t even answered my texts.
AshlynnxApparition: sure, that’d be cool.
Frankaliciousxx: okay, see you in five minutes
AshlynnxApparition: kay, see ya
Frankaliciousxx has signed off
I just sat there for a minute looking at the conversation. “Oooh, maybe he’s gonna kiss you…” I spun around to see Gia. “How long have you been there?” I demanded, a bit embarrassed. “Long enough to know he’s gonna be here soon.” “Gia, why would you read it? I don’t read your conversations.” “But, twin, you like this boy. And as much as I love seeing you suffer, you really need to get a boyfriend already.” She’s helping me? “What’s the catch?” “There is none. You have a boyfriend, you get out of the house, and I can be alone with my boyfriend in the house.” “What are you going to do to help me?” “Just give you pointers, is all. You two are already alike, so I don’t need to do anything in that area.”
ew. i know it sucks.
Sure, I love Shanna to death, and I’m happy for her, but I’m just so jealous. He’s the one guy I think is perfect and she’s got him. You may think that’s the only reason I’m jealous, but it isn’t. She knew I liked him a lot, but she still asked him out. Shanna is pretty, so of course he said yes. Whenever I’m around, she’s all over him, as if to make sure I know I have no chances. When I mention it, she acts like she doesn’t know. I hate her for it, but she’s helped me through a lot, and I love her for that.
When my brother, who was very close to me, died when I was 13 [just four years ago], she consoled me. It was rough, but having her there made it better. I was suicidal for a bit, and she helped me through that too. I first saw the problem boy, and she knew I liked him right away. And then she pulled this shit.
What’s so special about him, you may ask? Everything. He has the most gorgeous hazel eyes, hair that covers part of his face, his lip and nose pierced, and a smile that is amazing. He’s funny and knows just what to say. The perfect boy’s name is Frank. Frank Iero.
The time has come for you to sit this out! underOATH blared from the speakers in my iHome, signaling for me to wake up. I slowly rose, standing up and grabbing clothes to wear. I walked into the bathroom I unfortunately share with my fraternal twin, and took a quick shower. But it wasn’t quick enough. “Hurry up Ashlynn, you aren’t the only one who needs to get ready!” “Oh shut up! I’ve only been in here 10 minutes!” I ignored what she said next so I could finish up before she yelled again. I got out of the shower and got dressed, then applied my eye make-up. I finally got around to my hair, which takes longest. I finished then opened the bathroom door. Gia was standing there, her hands on her hips and glaring at me with her blue eyes. “What?” I said, giving her a dirty look. I slipped on my gray converse low tops and logged onto the computer. I still had 30 minutes until I had to get the bus. I signed onto AIM, and, fortunately but unfortunately, Frank was on.
Frankaliciousxx: hey
AshlynnxApparition: hey, what’s up?
Frankaliciousxx: nm, you?
AshlynnxApparition: nothing, my sister just yelled at me for ‘hogging’ the bathroom.
Frankaliciousxx: Ah, that sucks. I don’t like your sister much.
AshlynnxApparition: me either.
Frank knows who my sister is. He’s now in the group of us who are best friends. He’s been to my house and been treated badly by my sister. Unfortunately, Gia figured out I like him, so I can’t do anything to her or else she’ll tell.
Frankaliciousxx: have you talked to Shanna since yesterday? She was being kinda bitchy. And she was hanging around all those kids we hate.
AshlynnxApparition: Surprisingly, I haven’t talked to her.
Did he just say she was being bitchy? Frank has never said that about her, even when they were in a fight. Could their relationship be ending soon? I really hope so.
Frankaliciousxx: yeah, she really got me mad. She treated me like I was nothing. Not to sound full of myself, but I hate when people look down upon me like that.
AshlynnxApparition: You don’t sound full of yourself, I feel the same way.
Frankaliciousxx: good. Well, I gotta leave for school. Since I haven’t talked to Shanna, want me to pick you up?
Did he really just ask that? Oh my God. If I say yes, Shanna will hate me. But she hasn’t even answered my texts.
AshlynnxApparition: sure, that’d be cool.
Frankaliciousxx: okay, see you in five minutes
AshlynnxApparition: kay, see ya
Frankaliciousxx has signed off
I just sat there for a minute looking at the conversation. “Oooh, maybe he’s gonna kiss you…” I spun around to see Gia. “How long have you been there?” I demanded, a bit embarrassed. “Long enough to know he’s gonna be here soon.” “Gia, why would you read it? I don’t read your conversations.” “But, twin, you like this boy. And as much as I love seeing you suffer, you really need to get a boyfriend already.” She’s helping me? “What’s the catch?” “There is none. You have a boyfriend, you get out of the house, and I can be alone with my boyfriend in the house.” “What are you going to do to help me?” “Just give you pointers, is all. You two are already alike, so I don’t need to do anything in that area.”
ew. i know it sucks.
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